2day...is mother's day... hmm...~

when tis day reach...i will feel quite sad...why ? my mum is not around~ i had been trying to 习惯without her around...cos she bring laughters for the family and of cos also my advisor whenever i got problems or 心事...i will tell her and she will always .. be my advisor for this and for there... I will always never take it for granted...i feel that did not really treasure her when she around...cos ...we often not saw each other due that i did not stay wif her,i stay wif my grandparents since when small..but is like whenever i got problems,the first person i think is her .... :( ..everytime if i went back home(went back twice or triple a week),mummy will cook my favorite dishes tis all...everytime saw me ,will ask me hw i m,hw my studies tis all,even i not so often back or wad ...she will like take good care of my room tis all even is like we gt maid but she will still like clean my room herself..so i feel that i did not really treasure her when she around n when she died,i did not with her @ all....and that why .. i did not see her the last time ..~~ and each time ...when i saw other children wif their mummy ....I will feel quite 羡慕.... =(

She had left us ~ 1 year le .. tis 1 year.. i had been trying to 适应 that without her ...but whatever i saw her pic of our family grp shoot... I will cry .. :( I wanna keep the photo but dad say dunwan....i know dad miss her ... it juz that he keep on busy wif his work juz to forget mummy .. i know that ... i juz worry for his health only ..although he keep telling me he will take care ..but now he wif my uncle @ Japan for a work trip till dec den come back... :) but since he know hw to take care... i hav to no choice ask my uncle to help me on my behalf to take care of him.....but i know ...daddy did not really forget my mummy... :)

tis mrn ... went to 祭拜my mum with my korkor...i told her alot of things...i cry when i told her ... :( a lot a lot ...I realise .. I got a lot of things told my dearest mummy .... she is not with us animore.....i juz wannna told my mummy...Mummy ... I miss you... and Happy mothers Day ...