Actually not much forward tis day.......Really Not Much Forward it ........

Suppose to call in yesterday but too bad ming hui is the last caller..haha....nevermind la ....juz treat that i break my promise bah....i know the other one will know .... :).....don knw why....while writing tis....my eyes in tears... :(

Who is Wendy…she is my 3^rd sis who is very close to me…I got so many sis(3 elder sisters)...2 had already left me…she is the one who is very close to me…She dotes me a lot….Whenever I got problem or something is troubling me, I will tell her about it ….She will like gave me many suggestions n ideas….She is the only sis whom I can share my problem with…And because she not around anymore…I keep my problem myself…did not share any problem to my another sister anymore….When I small or very naughty ,in fact kana punishment is not me, is her… She will always be the one who kana punishment from my dad when helping me to get away the punishment from my dad….When she get her first job when older, she will buy something for me instead of getting herself a gift using her first salary….She just 2 years older den me….we always like to take picture while when smaller till big…..She will like treat like a treasure …put into a photo album den keep it to herself..she will also make a copy for me for me to keep it…a very nice jie ...I really love her lotsa …..When I sick, she was very nervous for me and almost meet with accident once when taking me to hospital....and keep me accompany till i discharge....But what did I do for her….nothing…really nothing...juz buying her present when her birthday….i remember tat last year I told her….maybe this year I can call in dedicate a song on her birthday…..but I did not managed to call in…..

I remembered the day she passed away, I was in school..Received a call from my dad, he told me she is having heart problems….i was shocked and worry….was worry till I cry….by the time I reach hospital, my dad call me….he told me she passed away….I was stunned till my hp was drop into the taxi... …….I cry….I blame myself for not able to see her the last time…cos my dad told me she got something to told me before she passed away….She passed away..b4 new year.....Im never wont forget the date she died....life is really moodless without her around....

On the day of the funeral, I did not eat for 4 days …..my dad was very worry that he keep asking me to eat……I force myself eat a little den went back to funeral cos i knw she don wan to see me like this…she was my closest sis for all…..really really miss her a lot …while looking at the photo album , I was like crying n crying ……she is just 26 years old…and when i wan to share my problems.....she was not there any more…..and she not around anymore…..

Just want to tell her…although she unable to listen….i just want to tell her that : jie , I really miss u a lot a lot….really miss the time we went to ktv,playing each other…really feel like wanna to share my problems to you , really missing your nagging ….really miss your warm hug….really miss sleeping beside with you when I am small and many many more….i hav been keeping this in my heart for so long…..i really MISS you a lot …Sorry that I break my promise by telling you that will call in to dedicate your favourite song to wish you a happy birthday….i am so sorry…..really MISS you a lot….are you happy when u at the other world?? I can sense that daddy n us still missing you also…You are our beloved daughter, jie jie in our heart…tong tong n kaijie still asking me where have you gone? I told them you have went to heaven already….but can sense also tongtong miss you a lot…keep asking me where is gu gu ???You at the other world happy?? I hope yes………….just want to wish you happy birthday…..you are my beloved jie jie ……….really hope xia bei zi we will be sisters again….i really glad to have you as my beloved jie jie......I will never forget you as my jie ...my zui ai de jie :)