i think this blogskin is suitable for my feeling NOW....i really really wanna feel tired....why muz it be happen....yesterday again...@ the bus stop..i saw dem....saw dem again.....he never reply my sms,never reply my call...Shld i really gave up...~i really don knw ......again saw dem happy....it really feel heartpain ......i really don knw shld i gave up tis r/s....?but it really pains me to see dem till .....i really very sad....really...but wat i can do....it really make me very heartpain....really.....I saw him after fetching the gal home....he shocked...why shld he shocked...why u still can ask me u feel shocked??why...can u tell me pls...really really don wan to lose tis r/s.....it make me feel heartpain.....really......really......feel really wan to die...why u hav to done tis to me ?can you tell me pls??~!???

i really really sad NOW.....