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Sunday, April 30, 2006
Look like many interested tis story...but hor heard this story u hav to buy the book den got ending de...=)

Chapter 4

The taxi ride to West Coast Park took me fifteen minutes. By then, night had fallen and I had already stopped shedding tears. There were not many people around. Landy came an hour later and we climbed up the tall pyramid-shaped playground, lying on the ropes.

"You really want to tell him everything, don’t you? "Landy said."Coz you feel like you’ve got a… bond with him"
"He’ll get killed by me." I whispered. "I don’t want danger to befall him."

"But you really want to tell him about your problems. You really wanna tell him about your curse. I support you."

"I don’t know."

"Okay, why not we play a game? If he’s here within fifteen minutes, you’ll tell him about your problems, okay? If not, we’ll sleep here for the night. Are you game for it?"

I looked up at the starless night. He would not be able to find me, I thought. "Deal."

"Well then, I’m going down." Landy reached down, grabbed the rope below and slowly made her way down.

"Huh?"

'Look down, my friend." By then, Landy had reached the ground. She waved at me and I understood what she meant at the moment I looked down. Jacky, still in his uniform, walked past her. When he saw me, he smiled broadly and climbed up the ropes, flaunting his lean biceps. Within a few seconds he was sitting beside me.

"How did you know I was here?" I said. “Landy called you?”

"Who’s Landy?" Jacky shrugged and shook his head.

"The girl who just walked past you."

"Did anyone walk past me just now?" he furrowed his brows. “I didn’t notice. I just saw you."

"Then how did you know I’d be here?"

"I installed a tracer on your handphone. You know, like those tracers that secret agents use? I bought it on the black market. Cost me a bomb."

I bit my lip and ignored his pointless remark.

"Joanna, can I tell you something?"

I nodded, stunned at his seriousness. He never usually bothered to request permission when he asked questions. What he had just said freaked me out. My eyes were fixed to the ground, my hand toying with the ropes that supported our weight.

"I know it’s one of the hardest things to do in the world… I know it’s like asking you to stuff your fist into your mouth or it’s like asking you to eat caterpillars but…” he paused. I shivered. Gosh, he looked really serious when he was not smiling. “Will you… will you, believe me?"

"Believe you?" I twisted my head, almost relieved. "What do you mean?" I was not expecting him to say something so simple.

"Lend me an hour of your time. In this hour, I really hope you can believe in everything I say. Will you?"

I clenched my hand into a fist, thinking hard. I then recalled the deal I had with Landy. "Okay, I believe. Now, what do you want to say?"

"Tell me about your problems. Joanna, you’ll not fail if you keep trying."

"No! No one can help-"

"Joanna!" And he did it: He held my hand and cried, "Believe me!"

I shook my head a few times, trying hard to believe him. I will not fail if I keep trying? I had always been trying… but I always failed. I’d given up hope on everything, choosing instead to live in my own world.

A minute passed silently. I gazed fixedly at the starless sky. Time seemed to be crawling by callously. I grabbed a rope, preparing to leap down when Landy’s words came to mind again. With that thought, I looked up at Jacky. His eyes darted towards mine. It was then I realized he was still holding on to my left hand.

"Believe me." He repeated as he released my hand. I felt a surge of loss. "What is the reason that causes you to be so reserved? How did your parents… pass away?"

Tears started to well up in my eyes. I wanted so much to lay my head on his shoulder but I feared he might feel uncomfortable. I shook my head a few times to hold back my tears. It was not an easy task. "I killed them."

"Tell me more. Let me help."

"You can’t help!" I yelled, my voice echoing in the quiet night.

"Believe in me!"

'You wouldn’t-"

"You have to be-"

"It’s too complica"

"Believe me!"

"No one can help-"

"I can help you. I really can. Let me help, please. Believe in me."

Somehow, my heart melted and I gave in.

"I was born into a perfect family. I had a father who drove a taxi and a mother who cooked for others." I started, not daring to face him.

"That’s very good. Go on"

"We lived simply, yet happily. My dad worked seven days a week. Every night, I would wait for my father to buy supper for us. The three of us would eat while watching television. That late night meal was the only time for us to be together. I would tell them about the new bully at school. They would teach me how to fight back."

"You’ve got good parents." Jacky cut in, obviously just to prove that he was still listening.

"Life was perfect. Just so perfect. Until one day… one day…" Whenever the memories flowed back, I would choke on my tears. Jacky patted me on my back, encouraging me to keep my composure. I knew if I was to tell him about myself, I would have to overcome those memories. "One day… that day…" I took a long, deep breath."It all happened."

"The day started like any other day. My father ate his breakfast in a rush and then went to work. As usual, I yelled ‘Drive carefully, Dad’ to him before he stepped out of the house. I was in school, listening to the teacher telling us everything about how apples drop to the ground when I saw my mother outside the classroom.

"I remembered that day, we were supposed to have a spelling test yet I had forgotten to bring the exercise book. I thought my mother was just there to pass me my book. Little did I expect it to be something more than just a book.

"She grabbed my hand and we left the school. No words were exchanged. We went into a taxi, and when she cried, I sensed something was wrong. Then she hugged me, and I knew it was bad news."

I paused. I needed a break from the bad memories flooding back. Jacky flashed his trademark smile and patted my shoulder. We stayed that way for a few more minutes.

"My father had died in a car accident. In his desperate attempt to fetch a passenger, he neglected his own safety. A lorry crashed his car. He died instantly. I was only twelve then. I cried everyday, waiting for my supper to come. But every night, only memories of my Dad came back. I could no longer tell him about the new bully that came to my school.

"My mother, strangely, indirectly blamed me for his death. She claimed that had I not told my father to drive carefully, he might not have died. It made no sense at all. With my father’s death, my mother quit her job and turned into a drunkard. She would return every night stinking of alcohol. I had no idea where she got the money.

"I was totally depressed with my broken family. I met a group of friends when I was in Secondary One in a stairway. They introduced to me ways to relax: smoking, drinking. I was lured in by the luxury of not having to care. I smoked my days away"
"I cannot imagine you were once a smoker."Jacky said.

"I was. Home was just a place for me to seek quarrels. I tried my best to stay away from my house. My mother would always call me names like ‘jinx’ or ‘bitch’, even in her sober mind. Finally, one day, I had enough. I put all my clothes into a bag and shouted to her, ‘I hope you’ll die in a car accident, just like daddy. And I hope you’ll get crushed by a big lorry!’ After that, I stayed in my friend’s house for two days.

"And two days later…" I was shuddering now, my tears rolling out like there was no tomorrow. I tried to brush them away but they kept coming. I felt like jumping down to the ground now, ending the ordeal once and for all. Jacky’s hand was still clutching mine. Without warning, he embraced me, his body warming me up. He was shuddering along with me. I dropped my head onto his shoulder and whispered, "Two days later, my mother was crushed by a big lorry. She died on the spot."

I miss Priscilla <333 ... 11:37 PM

Went TO Mediacorp LasT Nite to see the superband recording...whoa luckily did not late sia=)ahhaa..here the results

Man Tou 32
Brods 34.5(One Nite In Bei Jing)
Lucify 34.3
Juz B 33.8(Kiss Good bYe)
Jade 28.2(Jue Jiang)
Jin Bao 31.6(Ni De Bei Bao)
Amber 35
Qi Nobe 37(Shuang Jie Gun)
Mi Lu Bing 31.5(Ni Kuai Le Shuo Yi Wo Kuai Le)
J3 34.3
Summer Breeze 24.5(Fei Kai Lu Xing)
Soul 37.1(Wo De Mai Ke Feng)

I can only list the some of the songs they sing cos the rest music was too loud ..listen bo~~~~!!!!!

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I miss Priscilla <333 ... 9:12 PM

Friday, April 28, 2006
Found A StorY NOVEL~~~~
Chapter 1
I had never expected my first day of school to be so interesting.

It would take at least an hour for the bus to arrive at my new school, National Junior College. I had brought along only a small bag that contained a few pieces of blank paper, a pencil case and a Discman. I presumed the teachers would not teach us anything on the first day of school. After all, they claimed that today was supposed to be an "Orientation Day". I was really not looking forward to it. In fact, I dreaded it.
I managed to find a seat in the crowded bus. Most of the passengers were students in their tucked-out uniforms. When the bus started moving, I closed my eyes, ready to sleep through the hour-odd ride that would take me all the way from Boon Lay to Bukit Timah.
"Hey, hello!" someone in the standing crowd yelled. I woke up from my dazed dreams and looked up. A guy standing near the entrance smiled at me. He was wearing the same uniform as mine. Hello! he yelled again.
Almost all the passengers looked at me. The bus was at Bukit Batok road, which meant it was still pretty far from National Junior College. On closer scrutiny, I realized it was Jacky Wu, one of my secondary schoolmates. I did not reply. Instead, I searched for my Discman, acting as if I did not hear him.
"Hello to the girl searching for something in her bag!" Jacky shouted again. This time, a few passengers giggled. I kept my head low and finally found my Discman. Without hesitation, I capped the earphones onto my ears. "Hello to the girl listening to a Discman!" he continued. I pressed the
"play" key continuously but no sound came out from the earphones. "Hello to the girl wearing the same uniform as me!" he pressed on. The batteries must have run out of juice. Not now! "Hello to the girl wearing glasses! Hello! Hello! Hello!" Almost all the passengers were waiting for me to acknowledge Jacky.
"Hello to Joanna!" He finally said my name. I knew there was only one way to shut him up and put an end to my embarrassment. I smiled at him. He seemed pleased and never said anything anymore.
The bumpy journey went on for another thirty minutes. He alighted at the same stop as me, but I was quick enough to evade him and dashed to the main gate of the school as fast as I could.
~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~
I did not know Jacky that well. In fact, we had only held one conversation when we were in secondary school, and it lasted for less than three minutes. We were never in the same class.
Jacky was one of the popular guys in school. He is handsome and can crack jokes really well. Many girls drooled over him, but the rumour was that he did not have a steady girlfriend.
One day, when we were in Secondary Three, Jacky was invited on stage to crack a joke during an assembly period. If he could get everyone to laugh, he would win a prize. He thought for a while before he said, “There was once a …” I was not listening to him. I was totally lost in my own thoughts.
When he finished his joke, there was a long period of silence. Suddenly the hall exploded into ripples of laughter. My classmates around me laughed like mad people. Even the teachers laughed out loud. I frowned, unable to fathom what kind of joke could set everyone laughing so insanely.
When the laughter subsided, a teacher was about to pass Jacky a prize when he declined to take it. "Someone didn’t laugh." He announced. For no logical reason, the audience laughed again. He pointed to my direction and proclaimed, "That girl didn’t laugh." I glanced around me, hoping he was not referring to me.
"Which girl?" the teacher asked, looking around.
"That girl with the glasses and long hair."
The teacher scrutinized all the students in my direction. "You mean the girl with tied up hair?"
"Yeah, that’s the one. She never laughs!"
I clenched my hand into a fist. How can a big guy like him be so petty?
"Joanna!" the teacher said. "You didn’t laugh?"
I kept quiet. To have my name called out in an assembly did not feel good. "Joanna, can you please wake up from your dreams and laugh at my joke?" Jacky uttered and some people giggled loudly. "I beg you."
My classmates urged me to stand up. Feeling the pressure and the lack of time to think of anything else, I stood up and said sarcastically, "Ha, ha, ha." Then I sat down and buried my head under my hands.
Everyone laughed out loud at my scornful remarks. I promised never to forgive that Jacky Wu for embarrassing me in front of three hundred people.
After school that day, he came forward and apologized. "Hey, I’m sorry about just now. Was just trying to create some comical effects. I hope you’re not offended?"
I shook my head.
"Jacky Wu." He introduced himself.
"I know. The famous and arrogant Jacky Wu." I had not expected myself to say that. "Joanna. Joanna Fung."
"I never expected myself to be arrogant. But famous? I agree on that." He beamed. "Are you always so introverted and… unfriendly?"
"Unfriendly?" I glared at him. "I never expected myself to be unfriendly, Jacky." I walked off quickly, not wanting to continue the conversation.
"But you’ve got like… no friends at all!"
I did hear his reply, but I acted as if I did not hear it. I continued to walk off. In fact, what he said was true. I had classmates but I had like… no friends at all. Except for one. Just one.
~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~
Actually, there was no way for me to completely avoid Jacky in National Junior College.
He was everywhere. I had tried all means to avoid him but my efforts were futile. "Hey, Joanna. What a coincidence! We’re going to be schoolmates for the next two years as well"
"Yeah.” I replied.
"What class are you in?"
"03A20"
"Oh my gosh!" he covered his mouth and jumped around like a madman. "We’re in the same class! Can you believe it!? Jacky and Joanna in the same class! How cool is that?"
He sounded really mad. I was imagining how a monkey would blend into my class. The bell rang soon after that. We strolled towards the hall and searched for our class number. He offered to sit beside me. I glared at him but he just smiled. I had no reason to reject him therefore I agreed to it.
Firstly the principal spoke to us on the history of the school, then several departmental heads of the school took turns to tell us more about the school. We were, by then, trying hard to keep our eyes open. When they were done, we sang the school’s song with the lyrics in front of us.
"Okay, as you all know, we’re going to have an orientation program for these first few days…" a teacher announced.
It’s going to be fun.” Jacky whispered to me. "I’ve got a friend in J2. He told me it’s gonna be very exciting"
When I heard what he said, I regretted not skipping school today. We were led to the field class by class just like in primary school. Jacky kept on telling me how excited he was.
"Junior College life is going to be one of the best!" he blurted on. "You’re going to enjoy it, it’s unlike secondary school! There’re more freedom, homework are called tutorials, the teachers are called"
"Sorry, Jacky…” I turned to him. “Would you please… shut up?"
he just laughed it off and talked to other people, not feeling offended. But I felt something. I went to the toilet after that to wash off my tears. I had just asked Jacky to shut up. I had just scolded Jacky.
I had just cursed Jacky. Oh, damn it. What the hell had I done? I should just shut up.
~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~
The objective of the first game we played was to remember each other’s name.
Water balloons were thrown at students who forgot others’ names. After an hour, we were able to remember the name of every classmate. The next game was played with the aim of “recognizing voices”.
The boys and girls were separated. A curtain partitioned them, and when a girl spoke, the boys had to guess who the girl was. After a few rounds, I was chosen to say something for the boys to guess.
Come on, say something! A joke, or something like that!" the seniors urged me.
I did not know what to say, so I just muttered,"Ha, ha, ha."
Almost instantly, I heard Jacky’s voice on the other side."It’s Joanna! Joanna Fung, that thin girl"
Ah, that bastard.

cHaPTER 2
When I reached home that evening, Landy was lying on the sofa, crunching a packet of potato chips I had just brought a few days ago.

"How’s your first day of school?” she asked. She had small eyes and a sharp nose to match her jaws. I had always believed that she is one of the most beautiful women in the world. In fact, for a long period of time, I had hoped I had the same countenance as her. I even desired to live her life: Carefree, with boys lining up to hold her hand.

I told her everything about Jacky and the embarrassment that he had caused me. Landy is the only person that I can pour my sorrows to. She will often drop by my house for a chat. My grandmother always opens the door for her if I am not in.

"So what, you’re going to avoid him for the next two years?" Landy said. "I bet he’s going to stick to you these two years"

"You know I can’t talk to him." I muttered. "I can’t harm him"

"Makes sense." Landy poured herself a cup of coffee and relaxed on the sofa. "Don’t you fall in love with him"

"I’ll never!" I retorted almost instantly. "I mean… I …"

"Never is a very strong word. Remember your curse." Landy reminded. "Remember. If you fall in love with him, you’ll harm him"

I lay beside her and memories of how my mother died flowed back without mercy. "I know"

We spent the next two hours trying to figure out how to stay away from Jacky. And two hours later, we slept on the sofa with no solutions in mind.

~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~

There was no way for me to avoid Jacky completely.

At classes, he would volunteer to sit beside me and I could not reject him. He would try very hard at starting a conversation but I would always hint him to shut up by giving him a silent glare. It often worked, but after a few minutes, he would be talking again.

During lunch break, we would eat together. He always offered to help me to buy the drinks. I wanted to tell him off, to say that I preferred to eat alone, but when he returned with my favorite drink, I gave in and just ate my meal in silence, trying hard to keep my eyes off him.

Rumours about us being an item surfaced after a few weeks. Jacky was especially concerned about disclaiming them. However, no one believed him. One day he even threatened to beat anyone who spread the rumours, and that was the first time I saw his trademark smile vanishing from his face.

"Why do you get so angry when people say something about us?" I asked him that day.

"I don’t wanna spoil your reputation. What if no one dares to woo you?" he answered matter-of-factly. "I don’t wanna destroy your future."

"Then why are you still sticking to me everyday?" I probed on.

It took him a while to register the question. "I…" he smiled once more. "I wanna help you. To see you smile"
He turned away then whispered again, "To see your smile."

"Why?"

"I want to do something meaningful while I can."

Ironically, I frowned and brought the conversation to a halt. I told Landy about what Jacky said to me that night, and we spent over three hours pondering on what he meant. And as usual, we managed to conclude nothing.

~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~

Four months had passed since we started school.

I remembered that on a Tuesday morning, Mrs Goh, our Literature lecturer, suddenly declared, "Every year, we have a Drama competition organized by the Literature Club. Every class is encouraged to send a team forward. This competition, I believe, will help a lot in your Literature. So I’m going to get this entire class to join."

The students whispered protests but Mrs Goh insisted. "Every one of you will help out in creating a play."

Michael, one of the noisier guys, volunteered to be the scriptwriter. We spent the next fifteen minutes trying to find a suitable plot. In the end we settled for the final scene in Shakespeare’s Romeo and Juliet. It was the scene where Romeo would drink the poison and Juliet wake up to find a dead Romeo.

However, there would be an interesting twist to it. They would speak in “Singlish” to add a Singaporean touch. And Juliet would drink the poison instead. We reckoned that would add points to our play.

"Okay, who’s good at acting here?"Mrs Goh glanced around the class. I was toying with my fingers, not concentrating on the discussion. "Let’s find a Juliet first… hmm, whose name starts with ‘J’?"

"Me!"Jacky raised up his hand in ecstasy. "Me, me!"

That idiot.

"You wanna be Juliet?"Mrs Goh mocked and the class erupted into laughter. "We need a girl, Jacky. It’s supposed to be a sad scene, not a funny scene where a macho guy acts as Juliet."

Jacky giggled and announced, "Okay, I volunteer to be Romeo then." Sighs of relief washed past several male students. "But I have a request."

"Which is?"

I looked up at Jacky. He was staring at my eyes. Oh, shit. I did not like that look. "I want Joanna to be Juliet. J for Joanna." The whole class cheered as if Andy Lau had just sang a song.

That guy just would not let me study in peace, would he?

~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~

We had our first rehearsal in the school hall a few days later. It was unlike the normal tragic ending in Romeo and Juliet. We had to add in "leh"s, "lah"s and "oei"s into the dialogue to make it sound more Singlish. I wondered if it would reverse the scene from tragedy to humour.

"No… cannot be… you cannot die one…"I cried without tears. Jacky lay on the floor with his eyes closed. His lips were trembling, threatening to laugh any moment. "If you die, I also die then!" He could control it no longer. He chuckled out loud, infecting the entire hall with laughter as well.

And I always frowned when they laughed because it would prolong the rehearsal. Every time there was a rehearsal scheduled after school, I would think of numerous excuses to skip it, but in the end I would still attend the rehearsal.

~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~

When I told Landy about my role as Juliet in the play, she laughed for fifteen minutes. "You, Juliet? Juliet!"

I had not expected my best friend to react in that way. Actually, I was hoping for some understanding from her. I kept quiet and when she sensed my displeasure, she lowered her voice and said, "You don’t like it"

"I don’t like it." I answered. "I don’t like talking"
"Are you going to ‘curse’ anyone in the script?"

"No. I’ll be following the script. No worries."

"Then it shall be fine.” Landy replied. "You will enjoy yourself. After all, Jacky is Romeo. It will create a romantic-"

"Landy!" I cut her. "Don’t start!"

My grandmother came out of her room and stared at both of us with her eyebrows lowered. She was three-quarters blind. She hobbled towards the kitchen with the help of her walking stick and muttered, "Is that Landy?" she did not wait for Landy to answer. "It’s late. Landy, don’t you have to work tomorrow"

"Tomorrow is my day off, granny. I’m going to have a nice, long chat with Joan-, I mean, Juliet!" Landy exclaimed and we broke into a string of laughter. I helped my grandmother to the toilet and then back to her room. When we were alone once more, Landy persisted, "That Jacky seems to be interested in you, Joanna."

"Don’t give a damn. I will never like him, period."

"Let’s try to analyze what he meant when he said he wanted to help you."

With that, our girls’ talk lasted for more than three hours before we slept. And yes, you’ve guessed it; we did not come to any conclusions.

~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~

We were supposed to get a theme song for our play.

Almost everyone had his or her own views. Some preferred love songs whereas others preferred classics. A few of us even thought that including a song in the play was a bad idea. After an intense discussion, we decided to browse through HMV at The Heeren to see if we could find a suitable song.

When we reached the place, everyone else rushed into HMV as if they were children at Toys’R’Us. I sat at the edge of a fountain outside HMV. To my surprise, Jacky did not go in as well. He sat beside me and grinned. "Not going in?"

I shook my head. The loud music inside the store always gave me headaches.

"Well, me too. Bad for the ears." He said, slapping his ears. Then he laughed at his own joke. "Well then, I’ve dug out another secret of yours. Secret number ninety-one of Joanna Fung: She does not like music stores. It’s the same secret as mine. I don’t like music stores as well."

"Good for you."

"Then how did you get your music CDs"

"Through a friend." Notice the friend was singular. I have only one friend and her name is Landy.

"Okay, great, secret number ninety-two of Joanna Fung: She does have friends outside Junior College! That’s good! That’s very good! That’s damn really freaking good!"

"It’s not funny." I mumbled and darted my eyes up. "I’m going up to the Adidas Shop to have a look."

"Count me in."

We went up and browsed for about ten minutes then met up with our classmates. They had all decided on a theme song. It was Only Love by Trademark. Jacky and I both agreed on that as well.

We all went back to school that evening for another round of rehearsal. The play was due in three months’ time. For the first time, we did the entire play without an N.G.

The song was played first, and then it faded out as I entered the scene to witness an unconscious Jacky on the floor. I walked slowly towards him and sat beside him, my tears dripping (the magical eye drops).

"Romeo… no… cannot be… you cannot die one…" I pressed my head to his chest and I could hear his heart beating. 'You promise me so many things… so many things! You must not die… open your eyes leh" I tightened my grip and then yelled aloud, "No!"

The song played again for a while. When it faded away, I held up the cup of poison beside me and said, "What for I live when you die already…? If you die, I also die then!" Then I gulped down the ‘poison’ (it was chestnut water) and within the same second, I shook my head gently and lost my balance.

The chorus of the song played for a minute or so, loudly. Behind my closed eyes, I could feel Jacky moving a little, and then his voice came. "Juliet? Juliet! Juliet?!"

He must have found out about the poison when he groaned, "No, Juliet…" I knew he had stabbed himself when he slumped onto my back.

Now I knew why he volunteered to be Romeo. He only needed to memorize two words and got to lie on a pretty girl’s back. Smart guy.

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Chapter 3

Chapter 3

I first met Landy in a "magical" way.

My father died when I was twelve. My mum blamed me for his death. Since then, I learnt about life the bad way: I hung out with a group of hooligans who smoked at stairways and got their pocket money from stealing. I always felt a great sense of satisfaction whenever we successfully shoplifted a few items.

One fateful day, we plotted to steal shoes again. Stealing shoes had always been a routine for us. Our targets were usually World of Sports, Royal Sporting House or Bata. Our plan had never failed before, until that day.

Three of us entered Royal Sporting House, wearing stern expressions. We pretended to browse around the clothes section, then, as we progressed to the shoes section, we showed signs of excitement by saying "This is nice!" or "I wonder if they’ve got size six for this pair or not?"

A sales assistant marched to us. He looked young, and we believed he was only a temp there. We smiled, knowing a temp was an easier target.'What size are you looking for, Mdm?"

I always felt proud to be called "Mdm" at the age of thirteen. My friend, Maggie, replied indifferently, “Do you have size six for this?"She showed the sales assistant a particular design. It cost a hundred bucks.

The sales assistant politely told us to wait and went off. Within the same minute, he came back with a pair. Maggie tried it on and it fitted her perfectly. However, she frowned and then looked up to the sales assistant with a seductive smile. "This feels too small. Do you have, like, size six and a quarter?"

We all howled in laughter. The sales assistant looked amused. He put on his smile and said, "How about size seven?"

"Will do!" Maggie chirped. "You go look for size seven. If there isn’t any I’ll take this one." She began to trace the design of the shoe with her finger. The sales assistant hinted at her to take the shoe off but Maggie was totally immersed in appreciating the beauty of the shoe. Finally the sales assistant gave up and went off in search for size seven.

In one smooth motion, I took out a Royal Sporting House plastic bag from my bag. Maggie took off the shoe and threw it into the box. We glanced around the busy shop. When we confirmed it was safe, we placed the shoebox into the plastic bag and I strolled out of the shop, feeling victorious.

No one came forward to stop me. The alarm did not ring. After all, how could anyone steal a pair of shoes? They were all supposed to be stacked neatly in the storeroom. When I was out of the shop, I pictured Maggie and the sales assistant quarreling in my mind. Maggie would not lose; after all, customers are always right. I could only pity the poor sales assistant who must be wondering if he did place the size six shoes back in the storeroom. He might even consider quitting his job.

While I was lost in my thoughts, someone tapped my shoulder. A pretty girl with shiny long hair smiled at me and said, "Put that pair of shoes down. They’re coming to get you."

I studied her. She looked a little older than me and had the kind of features that any teenager would envy. Her eyes were as round as her eyeballs and the dimples on her cheeks were deeply curved to perfection. “What the fuck are you talking about?” I demanded.

"Trust me. That sales assistant is the supervisor, not a temp. He has met all sorts of people. He’s coming for you. Drop it, or you’ll regret it forever!"

I stared at her. She seemed to know everything. After an internal debate, I decided to trust her and threw the shoes into a rubbish bin. A few minutes later, to my surprise, the sales assistant, together with two security officers, came up and apprehended me. When they found nothing on me, they gave up and I let out a long sigh of relief. It was my closest encounter with a criminal record.

After that dreadful incident, the girl showed up at my house. I had no idea how she obtained my address. We chatted a little. I later knew her to be Landy. As time went by, we became good friends. She was older than me by four years and was working full-time as a clerk. My mum died when I was fourteen and I cut off links with all my friends save Landy.

Somehow or other, Landy stayed with me through thick and thin. Knowing that I disliked going out, she came to my house to chat with me instead. If there was only one blessing in my life, it was definitely having a friend like Landy.

~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~

It was so ironically hilarious when we realized our play lasted only five minutes if we suffered no NG. Our play was supposed to be "ten to fifteen" minutes long.

"Look, I think we’ll have to rewrite the script." Our so-called director, Delvin, suggested. He was one of our classmates with the most outstanding leadership qualities. "I’m open to all ideas."

We ransacked our minds and a few ideas were proposed but none of them seemed to work. Amid the mood of depression which had descended over the room, Jacky stood up and told us, "Trust Joanna and me. We’ll be able to prolong it with our acting. Won’t we, Joanna?"

I sank deeper into my chair and pondered. What did he mean by that? He was smiling at me again. I felt my hair standing up. What was he thinking now? I bit my teeth, hoping that he would not suggest some outrageous proposal that would embarrass both of us.

"It’ll be a lot more realistic if we act out the play without directly following the script. For example, if the audience laughs, we’ll extend the humorous scene. If the audience is crying, we’ll extend the sad scene. Of course, that would mean we’d have to add our own lines to the play. You understand?"

After some brainstorming, they all agreed to that idea. I wanted so much to debate, to confess my disagreement, but upon seeing their exhausted faces, I consented. After we were dismissed, we all headed in different directions except Jacky and me. We stayed together as I wanted to confront him about the idea.

"Why propose that stupid idea?" I probed.

"For fun, Joanna! For fun! And for authenticity! Don’t you think the whole play will look a lot more realistic if we don’t follow a script? I mean-"

"You won’t understand! I need to follow a script! I can’t… I can’t talk well. I… I’m afraid I will say the wrong thing and…" I choked on my words and halted.

"Tell me what’s stopping you from opening your heart, Joanna. Please."

I was shaking softly. His warm hands embraced my shoulders and he lowered his voice. "Please tell me more about yourself. Why you’re keeping everything to yourself. Why you’re living in your own world. Please."

"Get away!" I pushed him off, my face burning red. After I had taken a few steps back, my cell phone rang. It was Landy. I rejected the call and turned back at Jacky. "You won’t be able to help me! No one can! No one!"

"Let me help you, please! Believe me! You won’t fail if you keep trying!"

"No! You can’t, you’ll never! I’m going to withdraw from that fucking play, and you and your fucking good friends can be Juliet!"

"Joanna-"

"I killed my father, my mother and many other people! I’m a fucking murderer, a fucking killer, a fucking sinner!"

I turned and dashed out of the hall. The moment I was outside the school, I raised my hand and a taxi stopped. I let out a soft moan of despair before I swung open the door and went off in search of respite.


More TO BE CONTINUED

I miss Priscilla <333 ... 3:40 PM

STRESS SIA!!!!!EXAMS STRESS!!!!!!!WORK STRESS!!!!!!STILL Got SOME FELLOW EMAILS!!!!~~~~SCH StrESS!!!!~~~~~I WILL GOING CRAZy IF TIS CARRY ON~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

EXAM STRESS~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~It WILL BE OVER IN MAY 15~~~~~~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!STRESSSSSSSSSSS STRESSSSSSSSSSSS!!!!

ReplY to TAgs
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Victoria: Dont WorrY Lalalala....I Fine =))
clarafan'jim : Oh Really?hahaha..yup heard the song b4 le....she get third correct..tis song got included her gai ban album=)yup...december xia xue de dong tian gt included in her gai ban album.u can look for it
Huiyuan : yup not changing blogskin le ...cos it quite "fan bian" i reply tags=)haha

I miss Priscilla <333 ... 9:17 AM

Thursday, April 27, 2006
I Promise You all I wOnt Cry~~~~~Rest Assured...~~~

I miss Priscilla <333 ... 11:54 AM

Wednesday, April 26, 2006
juz feel wan to write..=)

最近有一些事情發生﹐我收到一些責罵EMAIL。真的不知道。。

有一些話想對一些人說

慧敏姐-->從超級主持人比賽認識了你.我可以說有一位很關心我的一位好棒的姐姐.雖然你只是比我大一歲..好久沒跟你聯絡了?還好嗎?我知道你應該不會看.有點想念你了..謝謝你這麼關心你這小妹.即使你在忙,也不忘了跟我們知道你的最新消息.我有什麼事,你都會為我講一些話..我知道我有時候會讓你很擔心...不要擔心我...要跟你說聲對不 起...抱歉..謝謝你在我生病時那麼的關心,傳一個SMS給我,問我有沒有看醫生等等...雖然沒在你面前說我心裡話,但真的想要跟你說聲謝謝..你對我的關心,對我的關懷,已經深深格印在我心裡了..雖然對你沒什麼,但已經讓我很感動了.只想對你說:"謝謝你姐,你是我最棒的姐!知道你目前在考試,要好好加油!更重要的是好好的照顧自己...多多照顧自己,多喝水,多穿一點衣服!!要早一點睡.有什麼事﹐我的電話為你而開﹐千萬不要有壓力﹗﹗﹗

心宇姐-->也是從超級主持人認識的..是一位非常細心的一位姐姐....同年齡..哈哈..但真的,謝謝你的關心.但儘量不要在酸我了..不過真的,她真的很關心人的!很漂亮的姐...哈哈!要好好照顧自己..謝謝!你也是要加油!!好好照顧自己,多喝水,穿多一點衣服!

Terence-->他是我學兄,我中學學兄,也是我理工學院的學兄,參加了SUPERBAND,要好好照顧自己...不要那麼晚睡,要加油...我會一直挺JADE的,我也會一直投給你們的!加油!

淑萍--->這位呢,是在慧敏姐粉絲會認識的,是一位不錯的朋友!!謝謝你的關心...我真的沒事...你要好好照顧自己!加油!要力挺G-FORCE.也要力挺你的BEN!!

慧瑗-->這位是在李騰哥粉絲會認識的,很支持李騰的..謝謝你把李騰FC搞到不錯!加油!!對了,在考O水準!要加油!也是933忠實粉絲!!!要加油

宜孜姐-->這位是933DJ,兼職的..是一位非常可愛的女生!這位也是很關心我的朋友..加油!!!!

型語-->這位是我小弟..我干弟弟...我們都很支持潘嘉麗的!是她的KFC的成員!要支持她和姐,也是933忠實粉絲!

欣儀-->另一位在慧敏FC認識的,是一位非常棒的一位好朋友!謝謝你!前些日子,謝謝你幫我說了一些話在HMFC的YG...謝謝!看了滿感動的!加油!要好好照顧自己!!!!

至於其他人,祇想對你們說謝謝你們!!!!!!!

if you all wan see wat i write ...use Big 5

reply tags
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xinyi: i juz now in msn let you see le ...hahaa

I miss Priscilla <333 ... 9:04 PM

WoOhooo~~~~~~OopS...!!!!!TireD and TireD!!!!!
SuppoSe Go HK Concert But Due SomeThing On So I cAn nOt Go...No Mood 2 Go Too..~~=(

AnywaY still GoT May~~~!!!hahahahahahahaha!!!!!~~still Thinkin Some Of The Stuffs=)thOse Who Know Me Will KNow What I m Saying Abt..Especially XueJie=>XiaoJia and XinYu Jie~~ and Jie?i dont know she see the email i sent 2 her...aniway...forget it ...~~~~cos i dont know wat to do ...~~really ..i mean what i say...~~~~~~Cos really tooo tired....

Sick~~~Got Cough and fEver...~~~~~BUt Stil HaV 2 Work~~~~

Hope Fully Jie Will Cope wIf Her Stress=)

Reply To taGs
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Huiyuan: Yup i change my blogskin..but note...!!!!!!i won be changing ani more...

Shuping : Yup Was too high cos G-force 2 members cum n tAg and wAs shocked...hahahahahahahahhaaa

Victoria : hahaha...no need call me empress la.=_="'..!aiyo!remember hor if gt tell me lei..=)

I miss Priscilla <333 ... 2:26 PM

Tuesday, April 25, 2006
Whoa!ANother ShoCked Again When i Watch Results Shw Last Nite...Cos Glamours Out..Although i not supportive dem,but hor they really shows improvement le=)sad for dem....cos i tik another team shld be out ...but i juz don wan to say which team....

2dae siCk still Gotta 2 Work..Later Got 2 submit some woRks...Currently wan write songs but currently Oooops No Ling Gan Wo...haha...Yesterday write 2 songs le...but when i wan to look for my DEMO....!!!!I CANNOT FIND LEH!!!!and HOR WHERE IS MY DEMO!!!!!!!Siao Liao...Sure Kana Scold By Jessie-Jie de...Oh No.....Wan Dang Le...~~:( I going to die tis time :( anYway going to do once again den submit the work to jessie jie~~~~~lalalalala.......GT VOTE FOR JADE,AMBER=)..ahhahaahahahahahaha!!

Going 2 Eat MY LUNCH DEN WENT TO WORK LE!!!!!!!!!!!!...Ask My DEaR DRIVE..muhahahahahaha

Reply 2 TAGS
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Jeremy : U very Cute siA...wanna me to teach you??!!!Did I see Wrong??!Anyway Thanks... Maybe when you online den i teach you muhahahahahaha!!

Jonathon : Thanks Shuai Kor For Tagging Here...=)

I miss Priscilla <333 ... 11:02 AM

Monday, April 24, 2006
*Now Playing Rainie Yang "Guo Min" *

PlS vote for JADE,Amber and SOUL

**Working Now**

Was WOrking Now...Sian aRh..Cos Was Working like hell..but ok la..still gt time blogging..thanks xuejie xiaojia..=) and aso thks xinyu jie for ur email...=)
Remember to continue to support G-Force even though they out=)Still gOt Revival roUnd!!!!hahahaa...

Reply To Tags
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Shuping : Unfair...???!i dont know wOr hahahaaha......(Updated)U are Welcome
Victoria: Gal,Si Mian Chu Ge is Sing By Jay Zhou(Thanks For Shuping tolding Me)????!!!the Marks i according is according Top 3...but i know their voting no..dont worry..will vote for JADE 2nite...=)
Ben: Whoa...G-Force Rawks..thanks for tagging...=)

I miss Priscilla <333 ... 11:52 AM

Sunday, April 23, 2006
*Now Playing Rainie Yang "Guo Min" *

Shall Update Wat I Do Yesterday

Yesterday morning wake up @ 10am...=)den after that went down to meet my frens to get something frm her...after that went down to bras basah complex to support Lingzhi jie n Dasmond Kor..ahahhaaha...lingzhi sign and write my name..=)whoa..thanks lingzhi jie ....Den after that LZ say we always go support her despite our busy schedule so we were like seeing convicts!muhahahahahahahahahah!!!!!lingzhi even ask me whether my name written correctly...haha

Den after that Jiamin went to suntec city,guojie n his fren went another place...while i go National Lib=)while sAm mei went back home cos she tired...den stay in NAtional Lib for almost a hr..borrow 3 books...den go home after that...

Went down to meet my bf cos going weilian concert..ahaha...went down to orchard the hereen and eat after that we reach Max that abt 750pm...after that concert start...weilian sing quite well sia...=)he aso got sing wif JAson(zhan xing),Joi sang wo zhen de shou shan le (w Weilian), Ri Chu and You Yi Tian Wo Hui and ...haha...=)in overall the concert was GOOD!after that recived Vic's sms ...the results of round 2 of superband...wahahaha!!!i had post the marks le....note not according 2 their no de...hahahahahahaha....back home @ around 3am !!!wahahahaa!!!cos went supper after the concert....ehehehehehee!!!

Note to Jasmine:Soul sing Cong Ming While Jade sing ai yao tang dang dang

Reply To Tags
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Zhengning:thanks again!u hav 2 prepared a self address envelope and sent it 2
MediaCorp TV Singapore Pte Ltd
Caldecott Broadcast Centre
Andrew Road
S(299939)
Attention to : Producer in-charge, Channel U SuperBand
muz include another envelope wif ur name and address...n stated which recording date you wan go..so far ..only currently is 29 april...the recording is on Sat de..cos each band only get 50 tixs...

ann:thanks!i really like the blogskin....!!!

peifen:whoa!!got a terribly shocked frm you...haha..thanks for tagging my blog...btw read the letter i ask lingzhi jie to pass 2 you?hhahahaha dont hit me wor!!!!hahaha!!but still thanks for tagging...remember hor i ask you wat 2 do hor...hehehe

terrence_jade :thanks senior for tagging once again...and remeber sleep early..dont sleep so late cos i see ur tagg @ 4plus...haha..dont mind i link you...how come i did not see you one @ market??!only see u once wif ur bro b4 @ the way there ...hahaha

I miss Priscilla <333 ... 12:57 PM

Saturday, April 22, 2006
Du Jia Du Jia !!!

SuperBand Round 2 Results

1)Juz B 36.6
2)Lucify 34.2
3)SOUL 34

The REST

Jade 29.9
jINg bao yue tuan 31.3
J3 31.4
Qi nobe 31
Brods 29.7
MANTOU30.7
Glamours 28.4
Mi Lu Bing 29.5
Summer Breeze 22.5
Amber27.8

Numbers For You all to vote for your SuperBand
Amber 1900-112-3001/B1 to 71199
Summer Breeze 1900-112-3002/B2 to 71199
Mi Lu Bing 1900-112-3003/B3 to 71199
Glamours 1900-112-3004/B4 to 71199
Mantou 1900-112-3005/B5 to 71199
Brods 1900-112-3006/B6 to 71199
Qi Nobe 1900-112-3007/B7 to 71199
J3 1900-112-3008/B8 to 71199
Soul 1900-112-3009/B9 to 71199
Lucify 1900-112-3010/B10 to 71199
Jade1900-112-3011/B11 to 71199
Juz-B 1900-112-3012/B12 to 71199
Jing Bao Yue Tuan 1900-112-3013/B13 to 71199

oops...Amber and Qi Nobe performance abit....????!!

still @ Max there using my laptop.hahahahaaha

Reply to Tags
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ZN:Thanks for Tagging and is malaysian project superstar female n male champion
kelly fans: yup mon will be out !!!muahahaha
lynna:yup...put it for fun...hahaa

I miss Priscilla <333 ... 11:24 PM

HeyO Come baCk Here N Blog Le!!!=)
Was Busy...try Not 2 tik Much=)
btw..thanks Shuping For Taggin!!

And Got Something 2 Announce!!!!

LEE TENG 2dae(22 April) Host Last B4 His ExAm Starts...!!!!!!2dae is Last Day he Hosting...HE Will BE Back oN Mid May if NOTHING GOES WRONG cos he don know when he will be back!=)

WEiBin Will baCk On May,Stay Tuned!

I Be GoinG Weilian Concert TOnite,cOs Gt Free Tixs...!!So THosE Who Going Muz sAy Hi 2 Me Hor..!!

Listen 2 Kitty programme tis morning,she Thanks Me ...hehhehe!!!say she received d card le and aso d dedication she aso got heard.....muhahhaa

hao le...Later i going 2 Bras Basah 2 attend lingzhi jie auto session,gt someting pass 2 peifen(ask lz help me pass 2 her) although i did not buy the cd that lingzhi later will sign de=)see ba.....and gt 2 buy materials for the huimin's file..ahahaa

BBQ for huimin will be decide later cos i have not book but its cfm will be on weekends!

Reply 2 Tags
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Huiyuan: No La..Juz put for fun only ...haha
Shuping:thanks for tagging ya!
yining mei:Anykind..but i long time nv watch le
-min-:hehehe no i m not the CSS the Yvonne..that gal is Yvonne Chua,not Evonne Ng

I miss Priscilla <333 ... 9:59 AM

Thursday, April 20, 2006


Malaysian Project SuperStar Male n Female Champion

Either John Huang Jun Yuan or Des Chen Shi Li?Who will be the FIRST PSS OF MALAYSIA?

Special Guest Is Cao Ge and Landy...Final will be on 29 April..who will win n get a 2yr contract frm Warner Music?

Final Will be host by Gary Ye Jun Chen n Cheryl Li Xin Yi,Ba Du Kong Jian will be play the final show on 830pm onwards

Who Will Win?!hehe....

Kelly Gai Ban Album Will Out On NExt Mon!

Pic Credits To Eriol frm Kellyfornia

I miss Priscilla <333 ... 1:18 PM

Wednesday, April 19, 2006
Yo!guess u all got see Teen behind got a nice looking guy rite!
SupporT him ok!!his album will out soon..hehehe!!!!
his name is elson!!!official website is http://www.elsonsoh.com

I miss Priscilla <333 ... 2:03 PM

Wooohooooo...My Letter Was Being Read Out By Jiahui Last Nite..Woohooo...=)and aso Last week My Letter Aso Being ReAd Out...=)hehehe

Den Yesterday Project Y also gt jiahui =)but too bad there is no repeat for tis show except last nite gt an repeat @ 1130pm...

Yesterday Letter WAs Specially For KITTY cos her birthday is yesterday...Jiahui gt mention that kitty sms me that she was touched when she knows that 933 listeners still remember her birthday...

and coming may...there is 2 part timer DJ birthday coming sooooooonn....hehehe

I miss Priscilla <333 ... 1:59 PM

Tuesday, April 18, 2006
Some Pics to Share=)

Cuifang

Bryan from Jade

XiaoLong From Jade

Terrence fRom Jade

Jade Gathering on Last Sun

if u wan take,pls copyrite my website thanks

I miss Priscilla <333 ... 4:23 PM

hahahahhahaha,i saw tis msg...=)

I tell yizi tis=)

Wahahhaa Piang Yizi Jie=)U really "sotong n blur leh"="!!!hhahahaa
Last Sat Saw U but hor did not called you or else hor you will kana
shocked by me again(which i shld tik so),remember the last time i
saw u i call u....the incident u almost kana fall down frm stairs =)
muhahahaa!!

she reply me back tis :

y does it seem like everytime u see me but i nv see u de
leh?!?! so eerie haha.. n i not so clumsy will fall down everytime u
call ma la! n me got no exams this semester cos i'm on internship
*yay*

I miss Priscilla <333 ... 1:23 PM

Was Quite Shocked when watching the results show last nite...cos G-Force out...although i not support dem=) but i tik they perform quite well last nite so was terribly shocked=)Cos i tik Summer Breeze or Glamours Shld out ...=)But it not G-Force=)

Working now=)....

Oh ForgeT to Say : HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO KITTY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I miss Priscilla <333 ... 11:23 AM

Monday, April 17, 2006
Irish Coffee(Epsiode 2)
http://twain.yanziunlimited.com/musicdiary/060405_irishcoffee.zip

Irish Coffee(Epsiode 3)
http://twain.yanziunlimited.com/musicdiary/060406_irishcoffee.zip

Irish Coffee(Epsiode 4)

http://twain.yanziunlimited.com/musicdiary/060407_irishcoffee.zip

Credits To TWAIN!!!

Pls Download WinaR programme to extract the zip...

I miss Priscilla <333 ... 1:43 PM

look like again im sick..fever..did not manged to go for work cos of coughing...yesterday received jie sms,thanks le=)yesterday went to bugis wif my dearest bf,went there for dinner instead,after went for supper...den after that went to his grandda home =)playing wif his nephew....b4 went for dinner,went to meet up wif my sis to get something for mum,as mum birthday is on next next week=)on may...may look like many ppl birthday=)jackson,khim,yangce and more=)

Found out mine april to may gg hongkong twice=)

Get air tix yesterday...going hongkong for work on 24 april to 27 april,juz nice can see Soler concert=)hahahahahahaha

went after that =)i going overseas trip soon=)on may 8-12 cos going to hongkong wif deardear=)not go there for honeymoon la...is going there for holiday=)juz holiday...!

tired.=)going to rest le ...and going to sent out coupons for UFM1003=)

support Kening-Jie http://www.littlemeow.com
support Yuling-Jie http://24things.blogspot.com

Both of dem are my dearest talented jie muahahahhaaha!!!And Both are From FM1003(Old Name=UFM1003)DJ

I miss Priscilla <333 ... 1:02 PM

Sunday, April 16, 2006
I tik I going Change BlogSKin soon and the song maybe,hav 2 see my mood...

wAs Real Tired Yesterday...Went for Church yesterday=)tired....almost wan to sleep sia...den was sms in 933 in the afternoon...teng was hosting...tis sms :

Kor,U free ON 25th May anot,Jackson's birthday
he reply me tis: Hey,I cfm wif u on after 12may can mah k?cOs hor having exams now=)thanks for the invitation...

Ok..Good Luck Kor=)My Another Kor Junli is Now @ TW..haV not back Yet=)

Den Sms in @ Nite,YizI hosting...was thinking she host weird..i mean her voice la...den sms in : yizi jie,ur voice very weird tonite leh..sick huh?muz take care leh...within 10 mins she reply me back:

"ya lo...i aso tink my voice very strange lei,duno y aso" den another sms frm her "but hor i not sick lei...juz that my voice strange strange de"

Was listening to ufm aso...huang qian hostin..den sms in,within 10mins,she sms me back

"hello Evonne-mei,hw are you?heard you sick...u ok anot...muz take care drink more water ya...thanks lei juz now call in share the childhood stuffs=)u really collect many things...hahahaaa...."

den was @ Bugis shop for something......buy something for my dearest Gina my jie,her birthday is coming soon....933 DJ Kitty Birthday is aso coming soon,juz a few days ..........and wat ?i SAW Jiahui jie and her fren=)did not went up to tok 2 her cos will SURE CONFIRM PLUS CHOP will KANA Suan By HER!So Don Wan Tok to Her=)hahahaa!!!!

Went Home Around 11plus ba.....=)too tired liao......

I miss Priscilla <333 ... 2:15 PM

Saturday, April 15, 2006
Whoa Du Jia=)My Fren Vic Sms Me the Results...Qi Nobe gEt the highest 36,second highest is Juz B 35.1 while Soul get 32.2

The REst =)Jade-26.8,G-Force 29.2,Man Tou 29.3,SummerBreeze 24.5,Lucify 28.8,Brods- 31.5,Mi Lu Bing 29.7,Jin Bao Yue Tuan 28.4,Glamours 24.8,J3 31.8,Amber 30

Remember see Superband on Every mon 730pm-9pm @ Channel u,Results is on 11.30pm @ channel u

I miss Priscilla <333 ... 12:38 AM

Friday, April 14, 2006
Thanks DeaR DeaR Buy This For Me..

I was Looking through My Dearest Fren Anne 's Blog and Saw Tis Guitar So Cute=)
it the hello kitty guitar=)and my dear dearest James buy for me =)gave me a surprise by tolding me by sms tis ="dear,i buy d hello kitty guitar for you ... i was shocked..cos it cost USD300=) which i heard frm Anne...



a Nice Guitar=)

I miss Priscilla <333 ... 4:58 PM

thanks turbo(shawn),the drummer of amber tag my blog=)

I miss Priscilla <333 ... 3:09 PM

Thursday, April 13, 2006
firstly thanks terrence for tagging my blog=)was quite surprise=)
yesterday went down to prince 1 wif my bf to see the korea movie daisy,it was a nice n touching show..ending quite sad=(again kana suan by andy=)andy always like to suan wo de=(!yesterday peifen was the host of the movie preview,saw her and say hi 2 her,beside her aso managed saw CQ..which i did not call him,he call me instead=)
the movie end abt 11plus....=)after that received a sms from my fren Gina,she told me my letter n sms was being read out by jiahui....somemore letter is last one being read out=)did not heard cos was watching movie=)
reach home around 1 or 2plus,cos went supper after movie wif my dear=)

I miss Priscilla <333 ... 11:52 AM

Tuesday, April 11, 2006
yesterday superband out of 4 teams out le...they are rustynailz,skypower,Defuse and Yuan Sheng Dai=)

congrates 2 Qi nobe,man tou,j3 and amber...vote a lot for dem

yesterday aso call in 933 =)that si weixiong !!!!!say cannot recognise my voice=)!!!!!ahahhaahahahahahah!!!!say my voice too gentle maybe he cannot recognise....wahahahah paing!!!i mention 2 him many djs all recognise me ...he say my voice too gentle liao...so he cannoot recognise...

and between the irish coffee story they might put @ 933 website....so stay tuned ba

xinyu jie n jie ktv session





OH YA happy birthday To SHI HAN!

I miss Priscilla <333 ... 1:54 PM

Monday, April 10, 2006
Support Amber,J3,Soul and man Tou

SuperBand Website Had Up :Superband

Wanna know more abt contestants =>Superband Contestants

Amber
Yingying(Jie)
Dayvid
Butter
Edwin Lai(GuanG Wen Kor)
Adrian Lee(Kor)
Shawn

Brods
Koh Choon Hong Bryan
Koh Choon Yang

DEfuse
James Ong
Shern wong
leonard wee
Emerson Yang
Melvin

G-Force
Jeremy
Jonathan
Benjamin Eio(Kor)

glamours
Yan xinying
yan xinmin
yan xinen
mok huizi
yvonne ng yuwen

j3
nique tan
jacky
alex tan(kor)

jade
terrence(senior)
xiao long
bryan tay
jenson koh
shaun seow

juz-b
Dee
Zaly
Syah
afwan
fizz
riq

Lucify
Jon
Kai Rong
zhiwei
victor
kelvin xu

rustynailz
frankie
alvin(xiaobao)
Qing Cai
Bryan Lau
Bing gan

Sky-Power
Liu Liang
Ka Da
Yuan Qi

Soul
Afred
Andy
Ishi
Ismail
Justis

Qi-Nobe
Samuel(Liu De Hua)
Aryan
Fairuz
Jeffrey
Moo-z
azizul

Yuan Sheng Dai
Keith Teo
Glenn Koh
Simon Khoo
James Huang
Andrew Ang
James Kwek

Summer Breeze
Calvin Wong
Li Dan
Michelle Chong
Jerry Teo
Mandy Peh
Summer Breezethose who wan know teng fren is which one,is the wear red cap de=)

Mi Lu Bing
Wei Qi
Samuel
Nic Lee

Jin Bao Yuan tuan
Hanse Kew
Vincent Chua
Ray Quek

Man Tou
Ong Yu Da
JiaYu Kor
Marc Tan
Noel
Benny ong

I miss Priscilla <333 ... 12:31 PM

Friday, April 07, 2006

I miss Priscilla <333 ... 4:57 PM

Juz Change A New BlogSkin...=)

and Upload some links=)

and forget wish lingzhi jie and liyi Speedy Recovery=)

I miss Priscilla <333 ... 4:02 PM

Remember To SUpport LingZhi n Dasmond !!!Buying the Album ok!

I miss Priscilla <333 ... 2:39 PM

Thursday, April 06, 2006
JANUARY:
Stubborn and hard-hearted. Ambitious and serious. Loves to teach and be taught. Always looking at people's flaws and weaknesses. Likes to criticize. Hardworking and productive. Smart, neat and organized. Sensitive and has deep thoughts. Knows how to make others happy. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Rather reserved. Highly attentive. Resistant to illnesses but prone to colds. Romantic but has difficulties expressing love. Loves children. Loyal. Has great social abilities yet easily jealous. Very Stubborn and money cautious.

FEBRUARY:
Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent and clever. Changing personality. Attractive. Sexy. Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honest and loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt. Gets angry really easily but those not show it. Dislike unnecessary things. Loves making friends but rarely shows it. Daring nd stubborn. Ambitious. Realizing dreams and
hopes. Sharp. Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on the inside not outside. Superstitious and ludicrous. Spendthrift. Tries to learn to show emotions.

MARCH:
Attractive personality. Sexy. Affectionate. Shy and reserved. Sensitive. Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic. Loves peace and serenity. Aggressive when provoked. Sensitive to others. Loves to help others. Not easily angered. Trustworthy. Defends others. Appreciative and returns kindness. Observant and assesses others.Varied interests. Loves to dream and fantasize. Loves traveling. Loves attention.Strong belief system. Hasty in trusting others. Loves home decors. Musically talented.Depends on friends. Loves special things. Moody and easily hurt. A giving lover. Very loyal. Deep Thinker. Feels deeply. A
romantic. Loves to be loved. Thrifty. Loves down time alone.

APRIL:
Active and dynamic. Decisive and haste but tends to regret. Attractive and affectionate to oneself. Strong mentality. Loves attention. Diplomatic. Consoling, friendly and solves people's problems. Brave and fearless. Adventurous. Loving and caring. Suave and generous. Emotional. Aggressive. Hasty. Good memory. Moving Motivates oneself and others. Sickness usually of the head and chest. Sexy in a way that only their luver can see.

MAY:
Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and highly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered. Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings. Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint. Needs no motivation. Easily consoled. Systematic (left brain). Loves to dream. Strong clairvoyance. Understanding. Sickness usually in the ear and neck. Good imagination. Good physical. Weak
breathing. Loves literature and the arts. Loves traveling. Dislike being at home. Restless. Not having many children. Hardworking. High spirited. Spendthrift.

JUNE:
Thinks far with vision. Easily influenced by kindness. Polite and soft-spoken. Having lots of ideas. Sensitive. Active mind. Hesitating, tends to delay. Choosy and always wants the best. Temperamental. Funny and humorous. Loves to joke. Good debating skills. Talkative. Daydreamer. Friendly. Knows how to make
friends. Abiding. Able to show character. Easily hurt. Prone to getting colds. Loves to dress up. Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt. Brand conscious. Executive. Stubborn.<--mine is tis....hmmm>

JULY:
Fun to be with. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people's feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets. Dislikes
nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties in studying. Loves to be alone. Always broods about the past and the old friends. Likes to be quiet. Homely person. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive unless provoked. Prone to having stomach and dieting problems. Loves to be loved. Easily hurt but takes long to recover.

AUGUST:
Loves to joke. Attractive. Suave and caring. Brave and fearless. Firm and has leadership qualities. Knows how to console others. Too generous and egoistic. Takes high pride of oneself. Thirsty for praises. Extraordinary spirit. Easily angered. Angry when provoked. Easily jealous. Observant. Careful and cautious. Thinks quickly. Independent thoughts. Loves to lead and to be led. Loves to dream. Talented in the arts, music and defense. Sensitive but not petty. Poor resistance against illnesses. Learns to relax. Hasty and trusty. Romantic. Loving and caring. Loves to make friends.

SEPTEMBER:
Suave and compromising. Careful, cautious and organized. Likes to point out people's mistakes. Likes to criticize. Stubborn. Quiet but able to talk well. Calm and cool. Kind and sympathetic. Concerned and detailed. Loyal but not always honest. Does work well. Very confident. Sensitive. Thinking generous. Good memory. Clever and knowledgeable. Loves to look for information. Must control oneself when criticizing. Able to motivate oneself. Understanding. Fun to be around. Secretive. Loves sports, leisure and traveling. Hardly shows emotions. Tends to bottle up feelings. Very choosy, especially in relationships. Systematic.

OCTOBER:
Loves to chat. Loves those who loves them. Loves to takes things at the center. Inner and physical beauty. Lies but doesn't pretend. Gets angry often. Treats friends importantly. Always making friends. Easily hurt but recovers easily. Daydreamer. Opinionated. Does not care of what others think. motional. decisive. Strong clairvoyance. Loves to travel, the arts and literature. Touchy and easily jealous. Concerned. Loves outdoors. Just and fair. Spendthrift. Easily
influenced. Easily loses confidence. Loves children.

NOVEMBER:
Has a lot of ideas. Difficult to fathom. Thinks forward. Unique and brilliant. Extraordinary ideas. Sharp thinking. Fine and strong clairvoyance. Can become good doctors. Dynamic in personality. Secretive. Inquisitive. Knows how to dig secrets. Always thinking. Less talkative but amiable. Brave and generous. Patient. Stubborn and hard-hearted. If there is a will, there is a way. Determined. Never give up. Hardly becomes angry unless provoked. Loves to be alone. Thinks differently from others. Sharp-minded. Motivates oneself. Does not appreciates praises. High-spirited. Well-built and tough. Deep love and emotions. Romantic. Uncertain in relationships. Homely. Hardworking. High abilities. Trustworthy. Honest and keeps secrets. Not able to control emotions. Unpredictable.

DECEMBER:
Loyal and generous. Sexy. Patriotic. Active in games and interactions. Impatient and hasty. Ambitious. Influential in organizations. Fun to be with. Loves to socialize. Loves praises. Loves attention. Loves to be loved. Honest and trustworthy. Not pretending. Short tempered. Changing personality. Not egoistic. Take high pride in oneself. Hates restrictions. Loves to joke. Good sense of humor. Logical.

I miss Priscilla <333 ... 1:59 PM

Credits FromCruz


Pls Support..!Album Shld Be out le ...

List Of tRacks can go seeCruz Blog

Dasmond and Lingzhi will be having an autograph session soon!

A Moment in Time Autograph Session
Date: 22 Apr 06 Sat
Time: 3pm
Venue: CD Rama, Bras Basah

Who Going?i shld be going if nothing goes wrong

Pics Credit ByCruz Ding

I miss Priscilla <333 ... 11:39 AM

Tuesday, April 04, 2006
heyo all...i think i might not able hav time to update or post or watever=)
cos i will be working=) and as well study(course end till end of june=)

i can only tell you my working scheldue=(

mon - fri 7am-7pm(working)
sat/sun(pub-KJ)-12am-5am(pub working as KJ)

my class in informatics =(

mon-wed 8pm-11pm
thur-fri 7pm-11pm

sat 1pm-5pm
sun 7am-1pm

and aso my church

sat 8am-11am=(

going off...think wont hav time 2 go n update le ....=(

I miss Priscilla <333 ... 5:40 PM

Monday, April 03, 2006


DAwn "Me n You" Lyrics

*Credits Dawn Yeoh Web
http://www.dawnyeoh.com

I miss Priscilla <333 ... 2:29 PM

wahahahaaaa.....congrates to hamster(zhiyang) for getting CSS champion!!!!!!!!!!=)
all the best and take care =)

I miss Priscilla <333 ... 2:29 PM

Disclaimers ♥
Welcome To Evonne 's blog

Love Me? I will Love you back
Hate me? 'Click Here' & SHOO! :D

Rippers are welcome to leave
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That Me!=) ♥
ok, so im not a donkey, and i'm from singapore, but i do love strawberries.muahaha they're very nice. but honestly, i'd rather be an animal that flies. Maybe....dunno. *shrug* mmms. ok i don't know what i am. i'm just ME.

Craves,Loves,Hates ♥
Craves<333
PSP!!:]
new keyboard!!:]
nice clothing :]

Loves<333
♥♥我的姐姐Priscilla♥♥
♥♥ErZuoJu♥♥
♥♥蒲公英♥♥
♥♥我的姐姐Janet/Avril♥♥
♥♥Qiuting♥♥
♥♥Christalle♥♥

Hates :
someone who sleep breathes too loudly
someone who lie
someone who does not trust me

Wish List♥
New Jacket!
NEW Keyboard<333
NEW HANDPHONE<333
Gossips ♥♥

:D
♥♥My Lovely Darlings<333♥
♥♥Qiuting aka QQ
♥♥Lovely Jiejie
♥♥Christalle
♥♥Louis Bro
♥♥Estella
♥♥Kewei aka Kiwi
♥♥Darling Bixuan
♥♥Lovely Princess
♥♥Shiqian
♥♥Shiying
♥♥Jovin
♥♥My Lovely Frens♥♥
♥Xiao-Joey
♥Yanyan
♥Chris
♥Kenneth
♥XT
♥Kaileng
♥Pamela
♥Olivia
♥Waihong
♥Agnes
♥Charlene
♥Rahhhh
♥Ranie
♥Yijing
♥Melvin
♥Yahui
♥Minghui
♥Kailin
♥Delphina
♥Samantha
♥Sean
♥Jiaqi
♥Elaine
♥Bavis Dear
♥You Bin
♥Ivon
♥Carrie
♥Diya
♥felicia
♥Dawn
♥Maxi
♥Kelvin
♥Zijie
♥Sirong
♥April
♥Serene
♥Huiyuan
♥Peixian
♥Averil
♥Lingyi
♥JoaKim
♥YunNing
♥Evan
♥Kevin
♥Dasmond
♥ZaNn
♥ViCtOriA
♥AnNe
♥ShuPinG
♥WanFonG
♥Kei
♥Ah Kai
♥XiaoAngEl
♥JinYu
♥HuiQi
♥CedRic
♥Zhengning
♥Eriol
♥Joanne
♥Danying
♥Ann
♥Yanjing
♥Sheena
♥Khim
♥Shermaine
♥Zhiyang
♥XingYu
♥Angie
♥Peiling
♥XinYi
♥LiQing
♥JevoN
♥Samartha
♥XiaoMin
♥Sokteng
♥Terrence
♥Melissa
♥CY DiDi
♥Huijie
♥XiaOshan
♥LarrY
♥Eileen
♥Kening
♥Chengying
♥DJ pals♥
♥JiaFa
♥Yipin
♥Mary
♥Leeteng
♥JiaHui Jie
♥Cruz(DinGDinGBaoBei)
♥♥Liyi
♥Yizi
♥YunJi
♥Wanfen
♥Chunyan
♥Cindy
♥Zhiming
♥Clothes!
♥♥Stage
♥Artists Love
♥♥Mayday
♥Da Dong!!!
♥小鬼!!!
♥Ya Zi
♥♥♥S.H.E
♥F.I.R
♥ah qing
♥♥Rainie
♥Jolin
♥kELlyfornia
♥Peifen Forum
♥Genie FC
♥♥♥GENIE<33
♥Keely FC
♥Nuffnangers
♥Darren
♥Pingping
♥Maybel
♥Lameofied
♥Queenie
♥Soda

Credits ♥
Designer: Audiee-kewgirl♥
Bascodes : kathleen
image : enakei,photobucket
Brushes : Deviantart

Why did you leave me ?
I keep asking myself why .
But i just can't seems to get an answer . Different answers keep floating across my mind.
It's making me very sick.
I really miss you ...


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