SAD...onE of my fren...my best fren committ suicide.a fren who i know for almost 14 years........and cannot be saved...its too late....it really too late......after all,i shld hav blame myself....i really shld hav.....haiz....why?if the sms i understand...she will be alive den...but not.....i still did not understand...wHy i so STUPID..!!WHY!!!!if the sms that she sms me :"xia yi shi wo men zai zhuo hao peng you,hao jie mei....i very happy that i hav such a good fren in my life...."why..!!!why i cannot understand!!!why!!!!i should understand...i thought she juz joke wif me cos last few days i juz chat wif her,she looks fine for me ...but...now ...she had left....she really left......i can only blame myself....i really can only blame myself...for not understanding her sms ....so sorry....JEslyn...very sorry...i really miss you.....i shld blame myself den....

So Sorry ...I really Miss You........................